When you have to make a choice and don’t make it, that itself is a choice. Always bear in mind that time does not rewind for anyone.
It’s been awhile since I posted something here, but maybe reminiscing the past somehow made me want to let go. The feelings of what happened in the past which you did not knew of, made so much impact on what is going to happen. For some, things which are the smallest detail seemed to be overlooked and forgotten, only when they’re not there, then we start to miss it. In other words, we did not cherish what we had, or rather who we have during that period of time.
It does make a lot of difference, especially friends. The cliché phrase of “They come and go”, would you want it to be true for you. For me, I now have this mindset of “They come and stay”. The past few years, a lot of mine had gone off or “Go” which is unfortunately sad. Yes, I’ve learnt my lesson and suffered from it, hard.
Frankly speaking, I do miss this group of friends. The ones I know since the start of polytechnic years and somehow in between of the latter, we lose touch. Sad? Of course it is. It’s always been my fault, and that I have only realised after sometime since we, I don’t know what’s the proper word to say, drifted away? Since then, I’ve always treasured those around me and I tried making time rewind, but it seems just impossible. I’ve tried, at least.
I do miss the old times, with all of you.
So many things to be said here, but the thoughts always gush out from my head whenever I want to type it down. Guess there's a lot happening now!
Time check: 2am, a few more hours before flight to Vietnam!
