Wednesday, September 29
I wonder sometimes, if it’s true. Petty? Sensitive? Complains?

Attachment has started and I can say it’s pretty boring at times. Work always end at 6pm weekdays and required to work on weekends once a month; office hours though, which is pretty demanding for the fact it’s only internship. Free labour and the pay are like peanuts over nuts. But then again, money is not an issue; the experience is priceless which quite a stupid thing to think of is. But have been having a great time after work and during the weekends, literally.



So there’s still life for me, yet. Clubbed with usual over the weekends at PH. Supposedly be going tonight, but postponed to this weekend or the next. Drink drank, not drunk!



Thursday, September 9

Ever since the time when the whole lot of us stop talking, it’s like life being very boring and lonely. I guess there’s only this much left in the friendship or whatever bonds we have, or used to have now. Every now and then, we just act like strangers met along the crossroads; when we used to be very close in the past.

No matter how hard I try to move on and stuffs, I keep walking back down memory lane and it feels just like yesterday.



Tuesday, September 7
UT3 weeks has finally begun; some are very enthusiastic in their revision as well as mugging, some prefer to be laid back where last-minute revision is a better mode of “studying” while some just don’t do anything about it. It sucks much when what you’ve focused on during “studying” period just doesn’t come out.

Sometimes, when you think about it; UT’s are actually quite important as they carry a very high percentage in one’s GPA. Maybe I should stop talking like a nerd; like now. On a lighter note, so little time before attachment, so many things to do plus many things to buy to! Shopping list never-ending.



Saturday, September 4
Things aren’t getting any better. It’s just getting more fucked up when it’s already fucked up. What a fucked up situation. Maybe words can’t be any describable to it.

On another point of view, I do miss those moments. Even short ones, just for you to know.



Friday, September 3

Holidays never’ve been better. With the best of companies, surely time well spent. On the other hand, been neglecting my revision for UT3’s which is next week. Partly cause too much outings and been clubbing much lately. Pocket is kind of tight too, but money is easy-earned and get.

Unfortunately, we’re still not talking. I still do care, for all of you.



Thursday, September 2

Some minor changes to the blog. Just prefer it to be simple and clean, still fickle minded about removing the Cbox application. Let’s keep it there, for now.

Holidays before the UT3 weeks are coming to an end, yet I have not started my revision/mugging my modules. Could it be I am enjoying too much during the holidays. Gladly, holidays manage to spent it wisely, catching up with friends who yet met for don’t know how long. However, there’s still a group of friends that I’ve yet meet up. That is, if we’re still friends. For all I know, things aren’t going well, 5 of us to be exact. Fuck care you guys, maybe I’m better off with what/whom I have now. I'm done caring too much.

Money also another issue, maybe I should spent lesser to save up for rainy days. Then again, maybe.



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