Sunday, July 26
i returned my work uniform with mixed feelings
though i am jobless now, away from all the roots of work
no more am i restricted to work during my weekends/weekdays
but deep down, i fear i regret quiting the job sooner or later
not that i don't have other part-time job alternatives, just that
it's hard to leave when you have familiarized yrself with the job
i don't know how to put it in libel form; better left unsaid then
sometimes in life, decisions can be very demanding to be made
in a way, you really need to weigh both now and in the future
even the simplest decision of a ' yes ' or ' no ' choice, isn't it ironic
unfortunately ~
Saturday, July 25
a better way for saturday nights, chilling outside
it cures everything, tgther with the help of ciggies and drinks
said it's bad for health etc. with all the 'improper' things; smoking
but then again, we do get to enjoy reminiscing the past and future
ignite 2oo9 was heavily advertised in school
supposedly wanna go for ignite 2oo9 yesterday
but then again, confirm-plus-chop there's senseless people
from what we hear, it's just bands from RP, maybe we're wrong
ended up slacking at RP coffee-shop with niegel and dengue
town-ed today with niegel and jin, meet the rest at far-east
walked from far-east to lucky plaza to center point to wisma
bought quite a few things; shoes, shorts and shirt at below $100
i do have a need for them now, but just take it for future purposes
a few sticks outside orchard mrt, and trained back home
it cures everything, tgther with the help of ciggies and drinks
said it's bad for health etc. with all the 'improper' things; smoking
but then again, we do get to enjoy reminiscing the past and future
ignite 2oo9 was heavily advertised in school
supposedly wanna go for ignite 2oo9 yesterday
but then again, confirm-plus-chop there's senseless people
from what we hear, it's just bands from RP, maybe we're wrong
ended up slacking at RP coffee-shop with niegel and dengue
town-ed today with niegel and jin, meet the rest at far-east
walked from far-east to lucky plaza to center point to wisma
bought quite a few things; shoes, shorts and shirt at below $100
i do have a need for them now, but just take it for future purposes
a few sticks outside orchard mrt, and trained back home
right or left leg?
Thursday, July 23
by jackie
motivate, cultivate, activate yourself
prove to others that you are here for a reason, to make an impact
those weak in the mind wont survive a crisis, let further an epidemic
words from scheming individuals trying to manipulate your mind
do not run your life, but make yourself more scheming
maintain a weak mind and you'll soon have an imprudent life
my life only begins when school ends
thats where random nightouts and socializing happens
nevertheless, school was fine, getting good grades when sometimes
i don't even do much, to a certain extend, daily grade : A
imagine; coffee shop for breaks and smoking through just love it
and after school, lepak with the usuals
just wish that life's always this goodbut sometimes, things ain't it looks to be
Sunday, July 12
sometimes i do have a feeling that i won't last long
plus the fact that i do stupid things, i don't think i'll last
i admit i am in pain now, even smoking seems to be a challenge now
whatever it is, school days were not that bad
recent UT grades published were shockingly good, B's and B+'s
quitting school came crossed my mind but i don't know
why does making a decision have to be so complicated and difficult
thinking both long and short term, how i wish everything could end
mishaps have been happening alot this week unfortunately
one particular would be about vending famalia
when you have done wrong, fucking jolly well admit yourself
for that, most of us are now under inspection by IO Ikram, fuck it
thus, i am kinda restricted in my movements and doings
rebonded my hair yesterday at the saloon near vending
got a discounted price since i know the ta jie there, $25
i don't know if its nice or not, but i don't bother as long its like this
as of today, working later at 5pm and for now revising for UT's
i don't know if it would be helpful cause for me it won't help
so much of studying of business law module, i got a D+ for its UT
but a B+ for sales management UT when i don't even revise/study
if it's luck, then i should forget that there's even a UT test tmr ~
plus the fact that i do stupid things, i don't think i'll last
i admit i am in pain now, even smoking seems to be a challenge now
whatever it is, school days were not that bad
recent UT grades published were shockingly good, B's and B+'s
quitting school came crossed my mind but i don't know
why does making a decision have to be so complicated and difficult
thinking both long and short term, how i wish everything could end
mishaps have been happening alot this week unfortunately
one particular would be about vending famalia
when you have done wrong, fucking jolly well admit yourself
for that, most of us are now under inspection by IO Ikram, fuck it
thus, i am kinda restricted in my movements and doings
rebonded my hair yesterday at the saloon near vending
got a discounted price since i know the ta jie there, $25
i don't know if its nice or not, but i don't bother as long its like this
as of today, working later at 5pm and for now revising for UT's
i don't know if it would be helpful cause for me it won't help
so much of studying of business law module, i got a D+ for its UT
but a B+ for sales management UT when i don't even revise/study
if it's luck, then i should forget that there's even a UT test tmr ~
don't bother, don' think anything, nothing will happen
Sunday, July 5
fashion is always something which gets every1 talking
in a society ever changing, it's hard to catch up
but, let it be unique for yrself and yet identifiable to others
towned on satuday with jin, raid and niegel
supposed plan of going to esplanade, but then again
it's saturday and there's bound to be trouble there
randomly walk walk at town and trained back at 11pm
slacked at sunplaza mac smoking area aftermath
where cigarettes makes everything better to a certain extend
and i finally bought my Guy Laroche wallet, ain't cheap
working full shift later and confirm gonna be tired aftermath
hopefully most of the customers would go home early
since it would be 'sunday night' as it's a working day tmr
in a society ever changing, it's hard to catch up
but, let it be unique for yrself and yet identifiable to others
towned on satuday with jin, raid and niegel
supposed plan of going to esplanade, but then again
it's saturday and there's bound to be trouble there
randomly walk walk at town and trained back at 11pm
slacked at sunplaza mac smoking area aftermath
where cigarettes makes everything better to a certain extend
and i finally bought my Guy Laroche wallet, ain't cheap
working full shift later and confirm gonna be tired aftermath
hopefully most of the customers would go home early
since it would be 'sunday night' as it's a working day tmr
