Saturday, March 27

The bad thing about being a committee member for any affiliations that one may have, is the loads of work that one may have. For me, I’m very stressed out about the updates for the JIVE website. Imagine this, after work, browsing though e-mails and chanced about an e-mail regarding updates for the site; which was about 2 days overdue. Nice right

Good thing for me is that, I have my great assistant, Charles. I owe you big time. Nevertheless, I still feel guilty towards my JIVE MC members for not attending meetings or going out with them etc. Clashed with work commitments, but once school opens, I’m there; and it’s a promise, right Lynn!



Monday, March 22
Just a random thought came my to mind; I want to own more LV, Gucci, Raoul, Lacoste or maybe CK goods. Throwing in some Hugo perfume would be great; I don’t mind United Colours of Benetton perfumes too.

How I wished the cards are in my hands now, not when school reopens. Not that I'm going to buy all these stuffs, just the thought of it makes me content; after all, I have a couple here and there of each brand.

Maybe I should just stick to buying a earpiece first.




Friday, March 19

I think I believe in miracles again, for some reasons, I take it that there’s always rationality for everything that happens. Be it either good or bad, there’s something behind it. Karma, I don’t think so but it will sort of lead you to where you want to be.

For me, I don’t know what happening; my 2 credit cards are being confiscated by my parents and I was fired from my decent job at Sakura, which I don’t think there’re ever going to re-hire me like what happened 2 times ago. Money used to be not an issue for me, but I think this month it will be very tight for me since I’m not getting money from my parents since they think I will spent it on cigarettes and the fact that I was being terminated from service the day before, yet still spent the day after. Nice right, but I take it as being independent, for the rest of the 13 days from today.

Think of it, working for so long at Sakura made me very attached to the place, and the people there as well. Met people with different colours and perspectives but I do feel we’re very bonded over the months and months of working; new and old. Definitely, I will not forget every single one of you; and I humbly apologise if I ever had did wrong to you; being too noisy, bossy, strict, fierce, irritating and stuffs, it all happens for the joy of laughter. Work is work, but you should know that sometimes people tend to bring in ‘luggage’ outside to work which has happened to me; and I apologise. Surely, I will miss all of you. I don't know if you're going to miss me, but I do.

So much of wanting to get promoted, but things has and need to move on; like a river meets the ocean.



Wednesday, March 10


I’m trying my best not to make this blog dead, so as cliché as it is; I’m going to post something. Holidays seems to be very happening enjoying every day but the downturn is that money seems to not love me; always leaving my pocket, buying things unnecessary.

There’s always a reason for everything, though money always makes the world go round, it reveals the true nature of a person, and it goes to me quite smoothly. I’m finally able to see everything clearly now; the real person whom someone is, and it’s saddening.



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