Friday, March 19

I think I believe in miracles again, for some reasons, I take it that there’s always rationality for everything that happens. Be it either good or bad, there’s something behind it. Karma, I don’t think so but it will sort of lead you to where you want to be.

For me, I don’t know what happening; my 2 credit cards are being confiscated by my parents and I was fired from my decent job at Sakura, which I don’t think there’re ever going to re-hire me like what happened 2 times ago. Money used to be not an issue for me, but I think this month it will be very tight for me since I’m not getting money from my parents since they think I will spent it on cigarettes and the fact that I was being terminated from service the day before, yet still spent the day after. Nice right, but I take it as being independent, for the rest of the 13 days from today.

Think of it, working for so long at Sakura made me very attached to the place, and the people there as well. Met people with different colours and perspectives but I do feel we’re very bonded over the months and months of working; new and old. Definitely, I will not forget every single one of you; and I humbly apologise if I ever had did wrong to you; being too noisy, bossy, strict, fierce, irritating and stuffs, it all happens for the joy of laughter. Work is work, but you should know that sometimes people tend to bring in ‘luggage’ outside to work which has happened to me; and I apologise. Surely, I will miss all of you. I don't know if you're going to miss me, but I do.

So much of wanting to get promoted, but things has and need to move on; like a river meets the ocean.