Tuesday, February 9

The fact that everything’s changed is very uncomfortable. The simplest of things; like talking for example, is not like how it used to be. Now we’re not even talking, and it’s weird. The worst thing is, everything was “planned” but sometimes, the very obvious can be seen like a flower to a tree.

Blame it on me being very whiny, always complaining as well as being late, but do you know? Do you really know? I am aware of all that, and thanks. The reason why I always whine and complain; was simply I trusted you; all of you people for that matters.

Sometimes, I’m very lost as if I’m at the sea, finding for land; but to think of it, why has it become like this. Maybe I’m partly to be blamed, but I tried to heal everything back. At least I tried. The very thought of not in good terms with you guys is like me not smoking for a week. Maybe I’m just not used to it, because I can’t accept the fact that whatever is happening now is happening. People come and go, unfortunately.