Monday, November 30

life is like a woman scorned by the likes of the world, misjudged
never pin too much hope, for it would only makes matters worse
thus far, everything is not running as smoothly as i had planned
some were being crushed, while some were a little bit off track

but how much do people know about it or what they had assumed
sometimes, faith and will are the only things we need to survive
that's life for all, and things always looks blurry from the outside
but give it some time, definitely we can untie knots and be clear

sometimes during my free time, i spent some time alone and reflect
i admit that i can do this when i'm smoking, smoking and smoking
it's the best way i can relax and think, though it might be harmful
one thing i know, definitely i had changed for the better and wiser

as of now, i guess the only worry for me is money and spending
i need to minimize my splurges and keep more for savings/future
that will be possible after i get some of the things i want ~