Sunday, July 12

sometimes i do have a feeling that i won't last long
plus the fact that i do stupid things, i don't think i'll last
i admit i am in pain now, even smoking seems to be a challenge now

whatever it is, school days were not that bad
recent UT grades published were shockingly good, B's and B+'s
quitting school came crossed my mind but i don't know
why does making a decision have to be so complicated and difficult
thinking both long and short term, how i wish everything could end

mishaps have been happening alot this week unfortunately
one particular would be about vending famalia
when you have done wrong, fucking jolly well admit yourself
for that, most of us are now under inspection by IO Ikram, fuck it
thus, i am kinda restricted in my movements and doings

rebonded my hair yesterday at the saloon near vending
got a discounted price since i know the ta jie there, $25
i don't know if its nice or not, but i don't bother as long its like this


as of today, working later at 5pm and for now revising for UT's
i don't know if it would be helpful cause for me it won't help
so much of studying of business law module, i got a D+ for its UT
but a B+ for sales management UT when i don't even revise/study
if it's luck, then i should forget that there's even a UT test tmr ~